Mixtape #1

Can I go up
Can I go up
Rather than judging if the path I'm taking is right or wrong
I walk on the path I desire and enjoy
The medicine given to me on this crumbling path
Knowing it's only for myself, I trust and rely on myself

Am I in a delusion
No, it just feels like I'm lost in a fantasy
Meeting the people I dreamed of in my dreams, time to go
Now I'm trying to start the voyage

Placebo effect
In fact, just one word without any real response
While feeling unsure, I'll keep pretending
I'll act like I'm giving, then
Inspiration will come to me

As I see it, as I want to see it
Just as I do it, just
As I want to do it
Peeling off the negative filters
Turning them into achievements
Even things that didn't exist before
Happened, trust myself

Cause later when I become addicted to life
The overtime I did in the past
Actually had no effect
But I fly for myself
Up there towards the sun, yeah
It's all up in my mind
This time I'm going to soar

This time I'm going to soar

This time I'm going to soar

Laying down restless
Regretting life choices
An anchor dragging me down
Like I always feel hopeless
But again I'm not the kind to fall in Devil's hands
Gotta drop my rusty chains, this is where I stand
This is my life, my time, won't stop
Thank God I’m back alive, resurrected with the right mind
Believing myself all times, we gonna make it
Proud of ourselves we will never break into many ah

Even the wounds will make me unfamiliar
Continuing to believe in the placebo that qualifies me
Honestly, there's no need to be negative
Believe in myself, discard all the unnecessary thoughts

Placebo, start the engine, attempt the dream
Climbing step by step
Towards the dream without any hesitation
The amount of my work that everyone envies
Was possible because of the expectations and beliefs

Cause later when I become addicted to life
The medicine I took in the past
Actually had no effect
But I fly for myself
Up there towards the sun, yeah
It's all up in my mind
Deceive me this time

Deceive me this time

Deceive me this time

Believe that the happy moments
I saw in my childhood dreams will come
I believe that the dreams I dreamed
Will soon become a happy reality

Cause later when I become addicted to life
The medicine I took in the past
Actually had no effect
But I fly for myself
Up there towards the sun, yeah
It's all up in my mind
Deceive me this time

Oh, yeah
It's all up in my mind
Deceive me this time

It's all up in my mind
Deceive me this time

I can go up
I can go up