Por si acaso

Stuartinfk's song 'Por si acaso' delves deep into the emotional landscape of a person grappling with inner turmoil and solitude. The repetitive chorus, 'Sonrie por si acaso molesta, Camina por si acaso se encuentra, Lo siente pero no lo cuenta, En soledad hasta que el Sol fallezca,' underscores a sense of enduring loneliness and the facade of normalcy. The protagonist smiles and walks, not out of joy or purpose, but as a coping mechanism, masking their true feelings and enduring their solitude until the end of time.

The verses paint a vivid picture of a person struggling to find motivation and meaning in their daily life. The lines 'Otra vez sin fuerza pa salir de la cama, No ah encontrado un tutorial de como empezar la mañanas' highlight the protagonist's difficulty in starting their day, reflecting a deep sense of apathy and disconnection. The imagery of 'Deja descalzo el pasado porque los traumas pisan' suggests that past traumas continue to haunt them, making even the lightest breeze feel burdensome. Despite this, they maintain a facade of resilience, 'Viendo venir la tormenta sin disimular la risa,' indicating a complex relationship with their pain.

The song also touches on themes of introspection and a search for meaning. The protagonist writes in a notebook, trying to define their mission and submission, but ends the day with an unfinished sentence, 'Voy a terminar el día quizá nunca la oración.' This reflects a sense of incompleteness and unresolved inner conflict. The conversation with God, 'Hablo con Dios y aunque el escucha con fatiga,' suggests a strained relationship with faith and a longing for answers that remain elusive. The protagonist's journey is circular, 'Camina en circulo buscando una esquina,' symbolizing a search for resolution that seems never-ending.

'Por si acaso' is a poignant exploration of the human condition, capturing the essence of solitude, introspection, and the struggle to find meaning in the face of inner turmoil.