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Smile just in case it bothers
Walk just in case it's found
He feels it but doesn't tell
In solitude until the Sun dies

Smile just in case it bothers
Walk just in case it's found
He feels it but doesn't tell
In solitude until the Sun dies

Once again, no strength to get out of bed
Hasn't found a tutorial on how to start the mornings
Eats breakfast without desire then wanders around the house
Wishing for something to happen, ignoring when it does
Leaves the past barefoot because traumas step on them
Today, burdened by what weighs, maybe a breeze weighs on him
And still smokes standing on the ledge
Seeing the storm coming without hiding the laughter

Smile just in case it bothers
Walk just in case it's found
He feels it but doesn't tell
In solitude until the Sun dies

Smile just in case it bothers
Walk just in case it's found
He feels it but doesn't tell
In solitude until the Sun dies

Writes in a notebook what he thinks is his mission
Surrenders on paper what he thinks is submission
Ending the day with only one line that said
I'm going to end the day, maybe never the prayer
Talks to God and although He listens wearily
Expects as usual for gratitude or requests
He had an introspective conversation
One he couldn't answer due to a defeated faith
Walks in circles looking for a corner
Looking at the floor as if avoiding mines
Remembers happiness as an ancient sensation
One that didn't swear to return for lack of a witness

Smile just in case it bothers
Walk just in case it's found
He feels it but doesn't tell
In solitude until the Sun dies

Smile just in case it bothers
Walk just in case it's found
He feels it but doesn't tell
In solitude until the Sun dies

Smile just in case it bothers
Walk just in case it's found
He feels it but doesn't tell
In solitude until the Sun dies