Madre Perdóname

Yeah, mom, forgive me (mom, forgive me)
For all the bad things I've done
At the moment I didn't think (at the moment I didn't think)
I had to hustle for the cash

Mommy, forgive me (mommy, forgive me)
I didn't mean to, but I did (I didn't mean to, but I did)
I got used to it
But I didn't kill that guy, yeah (yeah)

And if I die today (and today)
I don't want you to cry, ma, 'cause I'm gone (and today)
I wasn't a saint and if I die today (and today)
Don't say how much we moved today (and today)

Yeah, and if I die today (and today)
I don't want you to cry, ma, 'cause I'm gone (and today)
I wasn't a saint and if I die today (and today)
Don't say how much we moved today (how much we moved today)

Mom, forgive me (mom, forgive me)
But I'm not who I used to be, and I won't do it again (won't do it again)
I just reacted to everything I wanted to satisfy (wanted to satisfy)
Now all these bitches are fighting over who’s gonna please me (who’s gonna please me)
Mom, forgive me

Yeah
Mommy, I was good, but I had to be the bad guy
Now I'm rolling with the crew and the heat
2500 for an eighth and they flip it to 5 grand in one shot (bang!)
I turn that 5 grand into 10 grand 'cause that's how the money works (the money works)

They kill me; I die: I'm gone; I died, but that doesn't mean they got saved (no-no)
'Cause if I die, the voices stay, bastards, I'm immortal (I'm immortal)
I got this flow and I got 300 million more in the arsenal (in the arsenal)
They call me El Chapo, you hunt me; I escape, but no one’s gonna kill me (gonna kill me)
This flow's like cocaine and I'm gonna get rich even if it all ends badly (ah)

The chosen one, not by chance (gang)
Which one’s gonna rise up for me? (yeah)
You guys are too used to talking big, killing without hunting (bang-bang)
I want all my bitches far from the widow on the day of my funeral (funeral)
And flowers with ribbons that say "the toughest without popping Adderall" (ha)

They die for attention (-tion)
From me, they get no reaction (-tion)
The only way they'll see me in the coffin is in their imagination (ey)
I got enemies and all for never failing in any song
I feel like I got Jordan, Kobe, and LeBron inside me

In the name of my mother, my father, my kids
I know I do wrong, I correct it without morals
Let them dress and eat, I'm responsible
To not be locked up, I kill snitches that don't talk
Nothing's fixed here, I stay stable
I got users getting wired
The things I do are unforgivable
I keep family paying for lights and cable

Mom, you pray for me and I know God forgives
If they come at me with guns, my organs donate
Always with the scolding and the same sermon, even if you think not, my conscience reasons
Ma, you’re not to blame for all I've done, robbing out there, jumping rooftops
You couldn't sleep with pain in your chest, if you don't forgive me, you're in your right

I walk with the gun so you don't cry for me
Let someone else die and may God forgive me
Not seeing you suffer for my mistake, my kids missing food and a kid
I just got off work and I got them running
The shooter selling and everyone eating
I got a stash and I keep it for you
You never know if something happens to me

And if I die today (and today)
I don't want you to cry, ma, 'cause I'm gone (and today)
I wasn't a saint and if I die today (and today)
Don't say how much we moved today (and today)

Yeah, and if I die today (and today)
I don't want you to cry, ma, 'cause I'm gone (and today)
I wasn't a saint and if I die today (and today)
Don't say how much we moved today (and today)

Mommy, forgive me for the headaches
I went to the streets and left the church
I disrespected you with foolish words
And the devil got into my fucking conscience
You call me to see me, I never have time
You praying for me on your knees in the temple
I know you think what I don't understand
Why am I like this? You were a good example (yeah; yeah)

Mommy, don’t cry (mommy, don’t cry)
If I go, ma, don’t cry (if I go, ma, don’t cry)
They say they want to kill me, but it’s just rumors (just rumors)

Mommy, don’t cry (mommy, don’t cry)
If I go, ma, don’t cry (if I go, ma, don’t cry)
I’m not gonna let them kill me (yeah), I roll with all the young ones (prrr)

I left my house to mess around early
I dropped out of school and piano classes
I don’t want something to happen and hurt my brother
What you taught me was in vain
Sorry, mom, but this is my life
I’m not going to heaven, my soul is lost
Once you enter, there’s no way out
Please don’t cry on the day of my departure

Mom, forgive me (mom, forgive me)
For all the bad things I've done
At the moment I didn't think (at the moment I didn't think)
I had to hustle for the cash

Mommy, forgive me (mommy, forgive me)
I didn't mean to, but I did (I didn't mean to, but I did)
I got used to it (but I got used to it)
But I didn't kill that guy, yeah

And if I die today (and today)
I don't want you to cry, ma, 'cause I'm gone (and today)
I wasn't a saint and if I die today (and today)
Don't say how much we moved today (and today)

(Yeah, and if I die today
I don't want you to cry, ma, 'cause I'm gone
I wasn't a saint and if I die today
Don't say how much we moved today)