Carta a Tu Ansiedad

I write against you, anxiety, to tell you not to leave a mark
Because of you, she thinks life is not so beautiful
You distanced her from her loved ones, and what's more important
You made her loathe and hate what's in front of her

It was her, you plunged her self-love below zero
You forced her to abandon herself when she least wanted to
You left her alone and cold, balancing on ice
While you were melting it as you pleased

And it's unfair (and it's unfair) and that's exactly what you want
You know how to handle her, you know well how much you hurt her
Wasn't it enough but who do you think you are?
Why do you kick down her armor when you come?

You took over her life and turned it into your home
I swear on my dead, you won't pass over me
And if you want to destroy her, you'll have to knock me down first
I know how much she matters to me and I know very well how much I love her

I won't leave her alone, that's very clear to me
And this time it will be you who goes through the hoop
You've gone too far, you've tired me out
Because until you saw her shattered, you didn't stop

She wakes up at night crying from nightmares
Walking on a floor of glass on tiptoes
To not mess everything up, because you deceived her
Repeating to her daily that no one will be by her side

If your presence hurts her and you're not even here
But she thinks you are, she collapses in a second
And I don't know what to say anymore, and I swear I sink
She came to shake the world, not to tremble before you

Life is not meant to suffer without reasons
Because then it hits you and makes you suffer for real
I don't think she deserves this damn punishment
She doesn't want to live with you, fuck you, anxiety
Let her fly, smile, she wants to forget you
She wants to forget you

I write against you, anxiety, although I don't know who you are
But she does, and I see how much you hurt her
Locked in her mind, I hate how you hurt her
And I try to help her even though she tells me: You can't

I don't know what solution I can give her to defeat you
I put myself in her shoes, but it's difficult from the outside
I try to give advice to get you out of her mind
And you won't make me stop loving her and herself

And I'll be there in her worst moments
I'll be there if she thinks of giving up
I'll be there so she won't be afraid of you
I'll be there to win the battle against you

Together we are stronger, I repeat it every day
When she resigns and wants to end her life
The problem is in your mind, it doesn't really exist
And the biggest mistake in this life is to stop fighting

If she wakes up crying at 4 in the morning
I'll say: I'm here, darling, don't fear anything
You won't lose me, nor will you lose hope
We'll overcome the mind by fighting with heart

You are worth more than her, worth more than anyone
You have me, your friends, your parents
We'll turn the page, close the book
Writing at the end that you survived the abyss

Because having anxiety is not just being nervous
It's a mental illness that affects millions of people
If someone around you suffers from it, help them
It's a small gesture that can mean the world
A ray of hope in their darkest moments
It's Subze with Dante

Life is not meant to suffer without reasons
Because then it hits you and makes you suffer for real
I don't think she deserves this damn punishment
She doesn't want to live with you, fuck you, anxiety
Let her fly, smile, she wants to forget you
She wants to forget you

Life is not meant to suffer without reasons
Because then it hits you and makes you suffer for real
I don't think she deserves this damn punishment
She doesn't want to live with you, fuck you, anxiety
Let her fly, smile, she wants to forget you
She wants to forget you