Carta de Despedida

Locked in my room, I want to escape from this world
The darkness embraces me and it's so profound
I can't stand being a disappointment to everyone anymore
I can't stand all this yelling, I swear

Oh God, oh God, why don't you listen to me
My friends dying and I just want to make music
We're family so why do you judge me
Always criticize me and never offer help

How do you feel, I said to the mirror!
Surrounded by many, I confided in myself
The reason for the smile is not the tightness in my chest
Because tears flow every time I lay down

Oh, no, no no
I just wonder when this will pass
Angels and demons both causing havoc
I don't see the fun anymore
Today I feel like a stranger
Inside my own home

Anxiety and insecurity bring fear
My self-esteem, long time no see
Maybe these problems are caused by myself
It's tears and not drugs that make my eyes red

I don't need those pills and those drinks, oh no
I don't need those bitches and fake friends, oh no
Oh no, oh no, oh no
Hm, hum, hmm

I stopped to talk to my heart
As a form of prayer
I hid all my emotions
If I hurt you, please accept my apology

I swear I won't care if one day I die from overdose
In my cup, feelings overflowing with each sip
My sky keeps falling and I see that no one cares
My friends only call me if my wallet is strong

Time is no longer able to improve
What happens
I talked to the stars as a form of prayer
I won't care about people who don't deserve it
I want to be better for myself so no one forgets me

I don't need those pills and those drinks, oh no
I don't need those bitches and fake friends, oh no
Oh no, oh no, oh no
Oh no, oh no, oh no

I just want everything to be normal
No storms in our backyard
I pray for the pain not to be real
And that this isn't the end

I want to escape from here, escape from here
I get lost in the night with no direction
Because I want to escape from here, escape from here
I get lost in the night with no direction
Because I want to escape

I don't need those pills and those drinks, oh no
I don't need those bitches and fake friends, oh no
Oh no, oh no, oh no
Oh no, oh no, oh no

I stopped to talk to my heart