Kokuhaku

If you fought for me,
And died in my place,
In that world left behind,
What should I think alone?

Do you remember?
When I fell for you, I thought,
I’d make you smile,
Even if you never grinned.

But that thought was shattered,
I ended up laughing alone,
It’s like this is a joke, your presence,
And even when I joked, you didn’t react at all.

Laugh for you,
I’ll get all messed up,
Saying it over and over,
I’d laugh so hard I could cry,
Just to say I love you.

As time passed, feelings grew,
Staying close like that,
But when you were gone,
I felt the weight of it.

If that day I had held your hand tight,
I would’ve just been satisfied alone,
It’s like I’m a liar, saying it’s for you,
Even those whispered words didn’t reach you.

Run to you,
I’ll fall down a million times,
I’ll get lost,
Just wait, I’m coming right now,
No matter what trouble’s in the way.

It was supposed to be fate,
You and I together forever,
But if you’re the only one missing,
I’ll run through time to find you.

And if you sacrificed yourself,
To save me that day,
This time I’ll protect you,
So please believe in me.

Laugh for you,
I’ll get all messed up,
Even if the world ends tomorrow,

Grab your hand tight,
I swear I won’t let go,
I promise, as long as I’m alive,
I’ll make you happy,
I’ll make you laugh again and again,
So I want you to follow me,
Is that okay?