Gambling

Simply shouting mistaken words
Is what got me here today
Even this song came out of me yelling
Would you believe that?

After constantly saying: Never mind
I wanted to see what lied beyond with you
The path to the future that was given to me
Is it alright to trust it with all my heart?

Heartless, nameless, people without virtue or knowledge
Even if they keep pressing me
Sorry, it’s all for a means to make a living
I'm going to make a profit if I can

Even if I follow this path with honestly
There’s no way of reaching perfection
No matter how many times I run away, it never stops
Blame and criticize on this early summer day rain

That’s how it is, huh
Alright then, all of you shut up
It’s always clear skies, except for at midnight
I won’t race into the night, I’ll bet on the future
Even feelings of hurt will only fuel me
I won’t let my talent or voice wither away
After all, this isn’t a joke
Yeah, I'm a half-ass, ugly, ordinary person
An unfortunate soul who’s even wished to be reincarnated
Waving goodbye repeatedly to the future, the future
Waving goodbye repeatedly to the future, the future

Round 2, it should be alright now
Let’s have a little real talk
The things we heard in school, in our society
What’s known as common sense, were mostly just lies
No education, no money, someone who has no credibility at all
What to do if someone turns out that way?
At that point no one would care
If that person were to suddenly die, right?

How is that?
Well then, enough, I’ll just bet it all
Let’s shoot our best shot in this game
Without forming a line of defense. The future will be clear then
More than anything, this life a gamble
A life that cannot be replaced
It would be a waste not to bet it all
Ah, even now I'm a dubious, scummy, dark-natured moron
An internet reputation indie
Blasting mistakes and love together into the ether

The truth is, I'm still lost
But though stress has no limit, time is limited
I don’t have time
To take care of helpless people

That’s how it is, huh
Alright then, all of you shut up
It’s always clear skies, except for at midnight
I won’t race into the night, I’ll bet on the future
Even feelings of hurt will only fuel me
I won’t let my talent or voice wither away
After all, this isn’t a joke
Yeah, I'm a half-ass, ugly, ordinary person
An unfortunate soul who’s even wished to be reincarnated
Waving goodbye repeatedly to the future, the future
Waving goodbye repeatedly to the future, the future

I plan to keep on shouting
These mistaken words
But if I were to smile
Would you still love me?