Vivendo o Passado

Lying in a room, drunk
No reason to leave
Smells like sin, my cigarette
And that white powder right there
I'm not proud of the future
And in the past, I even laughed
Living as who I was without being anyone hurts

And like magic
Everything goes back to normal
What can't be bought can't be sold
Damn, I made the news
Washing my soul never brought it back
So I wash it down with a glass of whiskey and a ton of drugs

Aaah!
Why worry?
If nothing will change
If I don't feel that
Somewhere
Someone will hate me
Regardless of what I did here
Aaah!
Everyone loves me
But who really likes me?
Aaah!
In an infinite cycle
One day I'll die without anyone remembering who I was
Finally

This episode is too much
Remember how I recorded that scene?
The whole audience was dying of laughter
I never tire of watching it, it was so good

I don't need someone telling me what I feel
The past didn't really bring me down, I mean
Who needs love from parents and support for what they love?
I'm 100% free from these traumas, and that's it
Let's suppose the biggest problem is still myself
Sabotaging my life without a plan to stop
Mr. Doctor, do you really find it interesting
That I don't care?
No one ever cared
And should I?

Aaah!
Why worry?
If nothing will change
If I don't feel that
Somewhere
Someone will hate me
Regardless of what I did here
Aaah!
Everyone loves me
But who really likes me?
Aaah!
In an infinite cycle
One day I'll die without anyone remembering who I was
Finally

You know
In the grand panorama of the universe
We are particles that will one day be forgotten
So it doesn't matter what we did in the past
Or how we will be remembered in the future
What matters is now
This spectacular moment we're sharing
That is what's important and valuable

Aaah!
(Look, I don't know where
We'll end up following this path)
Why worry?
(I don't know if it will lead anywhere)
If nothing will change
(But)
If I don't feel that
(I want to believe that my life had some meaning)
Somewhere
(That I didn't waste it using drugs)
Someone will hate me
(Killing me, drinking)
Regardless of what I did here
(Truthfully, I don't know)
Aaah!
(But the truth is)
Everyone loves me
But who really likes me?