Everything Is Boring/zenbu Kudaranee

It all started from the beginning
Even when I keep falling, it's all just a boring character's life
Crying until the light goes out, neither my pain nor comfort gets better
Wasting away love, emotions, expressions, all transient
Clutching at mysteries, scared of the same boring days
Stabbing a pink rabbit with a blunt knife
Wanting someone to know the pain I received
From the collided scars

My story that no one knows
Even if I'm pushed around, even if I live with that person
Ugh, time keeps moving forward
Gathering the meaning of life, throwing it away
Healing the superficial wounds, dreaming of a sole friend
Suddenly heard 'You're not alone', only you believed in that sound
If it's full of lies, I want to become a lie too, just like you

I still want the excitement that's not yet exhausted, not violence
Even the person who broke me is still living in confusion
Hello, no way to deal with it, a fake face
Hello, just a puppet of obedience
Hello, smiling with a wet head, hiding in plain sight
Screams in one ear, silence in the other
Next, should I shout and ring my bell?

My story that no one knows
Even if it doesn't come true, even if I carry regrets and die
Ugh, time keeps moving forward
Searching for the meaning of laughter again
Healing the superficial wounds, dreaming of a sole friend
Suddenly heard 'You're not alone', only you believed in that sound
If it's full of lies, I want to become a lie too, just like you

To be able to laugh, to cry with a good reason