Rotten Life/Kusarikitta Zinseida

Yesterday, in the neighborhood I saw a girl riding a tricycle
If you don't cry with a real smile, transparent sweat drips
Compared to the past, have I become free or just learned darkness?
Being humble to strangers, falling into the whirlpool of an inconvenient society
Can't deal with it, teach me how to make it to the 21st year, teacher
If you take off your shoes, there are dishes and clothes waiting to be washed

Well, isn't this good enough? Feeling the reality of being alive
Even that hated person disappeared with the passage of time, in a way, they were free

If I hadn't been born, I wouldn't have tasted it
Lies of loved ones, jealousy towards friends, seeking rewards
It was really tough, aaaaaah
What happens to consciousness when you die? Can you see? This world, hell
The biggest challenge in this life, no one knows, so there's no choice
Don't know, so is it okay to live as you like?

Ugh, what a pain! Let's live selfishly

Well, isn't this good enough? Feeling the reality of being alive
Even the cheerful me disappeared with the passage of time, in a way, they were free

Even if my friends get married, I can't support them well
Even if I'm always left behind, my heart still hurts like a child

Isn't it fine! Feeling the reality of being alive
Even that hated person disappeared with the passage of time! In a way, it's cruel
Isn't it fine! Feeling the reality of being alive
Even the cheerful me disappeared with the passage of time! In a way, they were free

But I keep wandering around