There's Always War in the House

Takayan's song 'There's Always War in the House' delves into the tumultuous and often painful experiences of living in a dysfunctional household. The lyrics paint a vivid picture of a life filled with emotional and physical turmoil, where love is scarce, and violence and harsh words are the norm. The opening lines, 'atsuku akarui ishiki motomete magao de ikiru / ai mo naku tsukurareta yasui okashi wo ochite mo taberu,' suggest a longing for warmth and brightness in life, yet the reality is far from it. The protagonist lives a life devoid of genuine affection, symbolized by the cheap, tasteless sweets they consume even when they fall to the ground.

The recurring theme of isolation and pain is evident in lines like 'daremo inai na itami ni wa nareta!' which translates to 'No one is here, I'm used to the pain!' This line encapsulates the protagonist's sense of abandonment and their resignation to the constant suffering. The imagery of 'akemizore afureru' or 'overflowing red grooves' further emphasizes the deep emotional scars and the relentless nature of their struggles. The song's chorus, with its haunting melody and repetitive structure, mirrors the cyclical nature of the protagonist's anguish.

Takayan's use of metaphors and vivid imagery brings to light the harsh realities of living in a toxic environment. The line 'boku wo wasurete sabishii tasukete' or 'Forget me, I'm lonely, help me' is a desperate cry for escape and relief from the unending war within the household. The song's conclusion, 'aru hi dakishimete kureta boku wa mou inakatta,' which means 'One day, the me that you hugged was no longer there,' signifies a loss of self, a poignant end to a journey marked by relentless strife. Through this song, Takayan not only shares a personal narrative but also resonates with many who have faced similar battles in their own lives.