There's Always War in the House

Seeking hot and bright consciousness, living with a straight face
Even without love, eating cheap sweets made without care
Why for what reason my life, understanding everything every time
Looking down, looking up, the sky always blurred with annoying drops
No place to go back to, love and violence are inseparable
"Hey, the past is a friend"

Tararadurururararararara

But I don't need to worry, I'm watching over you
But is it okay? Just one thing, love me more

No one's here, I've gotten used to the pain!
Creating, pulling, digging, destroying, struggling, red water overflowing!
Brain cells wrinkled, crying as it is, dark good night

Fly away, my plane that tried its best
Slapped on the butt, straight to the finish line, my cheek
Stop it, it's really annoying, I don't want to see this painful place
Forget about me, lonely, help me
This war won't end for hours
With all my might, I close my eyes, a spell
Family memories shattered, blue and skin bodies
Even if I run away, I wake up in a dream
If it comes true, in the picture I painted
Before I was born, stay, I wish it could have been

But I don't need to worry, I'm watching over you
But is it okay? Just one thing, kill me

No one's here, I've gotten used to the pain!
Creating, pulling, digging, destroying, struggling, red water overflowing!
Brain cells wrinkled, crying as it is, dark good night

One day, I held you close, I was no longer there