いらないもの (Chained)

I’ve shaken off my dearest love
I don’t need it anymore, can’t stay here
Trivial happiness floats away
It’s already gone

How many seasons have I lost?
How many futures did I steal? Ah
Breathing through promises I received
I’ve been dreaming a sad dream all along
How long has it been since then?

Even if I tear up the letters
And try to cover it with pain
I’m still tightly bound to those days
By this chain

It’s my fault I can’t break free
Because of my wavering weakness
The kindness you gave me hurts
More than the deep scars engraved
It’s your fault I feel lonely
It’s because of those happy seasons
Ah, let’s burn love here
It’s something I don’t need anymore

Like a bookshelf that’s unnaturally missing
What was it that I lacked?
In this quiet room, I found
An endless void

It’s my fault I can’t let go
Because of this smoldering resolve
Even if you’re next to me or not
I couldn’t shake off the anxiety
It’s your fault I feel lonely
It’s because of those happy seasons
Ah, let’s just look away
It’s something I don’t need anymore

Even now, I sway in that memory
I can only hear the sound of my blood drying
If we meet somewhere
I’ll wave at you like back then

Hiding from your eyes
Trying to escape your world
To the days burned into my heart
This chain that’s tightly bound

It’s my fault I can’t break free
Because of my wavering weakness
The kindness you gave me hurts
More than the deep scars engraved
It’s your fault I feel lonely
It’s because of those happy seasons
Ah, let’s burn love here
It’s something I don’t need anymore

All my thoughts turned to sand
Crushed under destruction
Like a rusty, dull curse
I’ve carved up my cheek
With ambiguous choices
I’ve shaken off my dearest love
I don’t need it anymore, can’t stay here
Trivial happiness floats away
It’s already gone.