Pétalas

Ah, ah

I'm so addicted to living that I (that I)
Forgot to think about us, but
You know, my heart hasn't forgotten
Just leaving it to think later

So, don't come throw our faults in my chest
I know I messed up and you know you did too
I'm not perfect, my reputation has already explained me
And you wanted me like this, the same way, so
Stop, throw in my face that I'm jealous
My chest speaks and my mind doesn't admit
Go with another guy, I pretend it's normal
I take advantage and already pack my bags to disappear
I keep my composure, but I'm not immune
Everything is perfect after autotune
Go on with your life, if you want to drink, drink
If you want to fuck, fuck
If you want to smoke, smoke
I know I'll walk chic
Put on the best outfit
Uh, go out at night in the city
Hang out anywhere there's a drink
Yeah, I'll hit on any bitch
Show my insta and take to the suite
At the end of the night I'll be alone
Thinking about us and getting sadder

Tears falling on petals
I crossed these doors
I did it the right way
To try to have you in a thousand ways
I heard gossip from your friends
That hurt me, and today all that's left for me are

Tears falling on petals
I crossed these doors
I did it the right way
To try to have you in a thousand ways
I heard gossip from your friends
That hurt me, and today all that's left for me are

Bars and more affronts and seas of tears inside my chest
I feel a series of commas and semicolons, whores and pills I lie down with
In a way that I know they just want to give me a feeling
Then they want to put me in debt, but no, no, no, it won't happen, like a shot
I took an arrow from Cupid
But the blame isn't on one of yours
It's on who? It's on God, just for sculpting you
The fuck is that before I spat on this plate
Now I want to eat on the spat plate
The fuck is that before I kicked this bucket
Today the bucket is full and I'm empty, regretful
I close my eyes and only feel

Tears falling on petals
I crossed these doors
I did it the right way
To try to have you in a thousand ways
I heard gossip from your friends
That hurt me, and today all that's left for me are

Tears falling on petals
I crossed these doors
I did it the right way
To try to have you in a thousand ways
I heard gossip from your friends
That hurt me, and today all that's left for me are