ME!ME!ME

Always, always
We were together
Always, always
I was thinking about you
You too
You feel the same
Just having two feelings
I felt like I could keep going
This way, forever

The me you called
Is inside you (me)
Sadness, pain
Creating illusions
The patchwork of memories
That you conveniently created
It's not something
It's a convenient illusion

Tell me how to live skillfully
Everyday, three meals a day
Gently, softly
Wrap it in a blanket
Directly, bluntly
Every day, being judged
Loving and returning
If I could erase everything
And fall into a deep abyss
I'd sing a song
In a fleeting moment
You're not here

I remember
Your
Scent

In a distant, distant feeling
You were alone
That day, that time, the same dream
I'm thinking of you like this
That day, that time, just like then

I'm more stubborn than you think
I'm waiting here

It's piling up, about to overflow
I've stacked it up so high
Not good, not good
That girl looks happy
I don't like that girl
Not good, not good
That girl looks happy
I don't like that girl
It's piling up, about to overflow
I've stacked it up so high
Not good
I've stacked it up
Not good
I've stacked it up

What are you doing now
Living
What are you doing now
Surviving

You seem to be living
Unchangingly
In the deep, dark swamp
It's piling up, about to overflow
The memories of that time
I've stacked it up so high
Not good, not good
That girl looks happy
I don't like that girl

I did my best as myself
What were you doing as yourself
When I realized, it was all shattered
I wanted you to notice me

Still waiting, still waiting
I was waiting, I loved you

Eternal love
In the world of memes
Eternal love
Certainly
Nowhere
Anymore