Diciembre

It hurts more to see that you're not here
Than the pain of knowing you're leaving
It hurts more to think that from today I won't see you anymore

Because you're already gone
And I don't know where to start
The coffee has gone cold
That I made for you when you came in

I know we both
Know very well
Even if we don't admit it
That the balance broke because I loved you more

And I want to go back
To know how you are
Because everything goes on
While I stayed behind

And if I see you again
It will be in dreams
How to overcome
Something that shouldn't have ended

Because I loved you forever
It's no longer necessary for you to tell me
That if it started in January
It would hurt in December

I miss sleeping soundly
I've been restless for 6 months
Sometimes I think life takes turns
But what's the use if you're not back

I still wear your sweatshirt
I'm climbing a mountain uphill
You who had your life sorted out
Without you, mine is halfway

And I want to go back
To know how you are
Because everything goes on
While I stayed behind

And if I see you again
It will be in dreams
How to overcome
Something that shouldn't have ended

Because I loved you forever
It's no longer necessary for you to tell me
That if it started in January
It would hurt in December

Whether it starts in January
Or continues in February
Today all the memories
Are still in December