S-low

Sinking in a distorted paradise
Breathing deeply, quietly breaking my hair
The wind whispers more anxiously than usual

My body and love entrusted to the throbbing night
Following the crumbling dream softly
What I seek is the sunlight filtering through the trees, returning to me
Unknowingly given meaning
Adding color to the aimless days

Even if I can say this nonsense, turning it into a prayer
A radiance is born in the unchanging days' afterimage
Yearned for by the matured lonely person

Once I turn my back on you, I embrace you tightly with a greedy kiss
A fleeting happiness
The voice of my cold, blue heart
Changes into a sweet sigh at the base of my throat
Somewhere along the line, I become entwined with lies
Becoming a love so intense that I get used to it

Adding color to the aimless days
Even if I can say this nonsense, turning it into a prayer
A radiance is born in the unchanging days' afterimage
Yearned for by the matured lonely person

I surely still remember
The time when I abandoned it
On the last night I realized
I will take myself back

Adding color to the aimless days
Even if I can say this nonsense, turning it into a prayer
Shining
The me you saw alone
Seeks answers in an unadorned form

The aimless days
Will be born again
Yearned for by the matured lonely person