Se Eu Pudesse Falar Com Jesus

If I could
If I could talk to Jesus
Do you know what I would say?
My trust is in You! My trust is in You!
But I can talk to Jesus and I know He will listen to me
He will, I know He will listen to me

If I could talk to Jesus, do you know what I would say?
I'm dying, bleeding inside, I'm agonizing every day
My dreams died, no one killed them, I buried them
Every mistake I made, life warned me, I ignored
I'm losing to the addiction (calm down)
I've lost my family (calm down)
I'm losing my calm
Every passing day, love grows cold
I'm no longer happy with these companions
I no longer see the charm
In the things I used to see

They warned me it's a matter of time
That sin pays you the salary and it's only suffering
And it comes violently
They warned me to be careful with the offers
And no matter how much you like it
It's not worth trading purpose for a moment

If I could talk to Jesus, do you know what I would say?
I would tell how this illness has consumed me
And stolen my joy
I would talk about depression and how I feel surrounded by monsters
Held captive by my own imagination
Every thought, any thought, that invades my mind is like this
Every ten, eleven is bad! All wanting to plot my end

If I could talk to Jesus, what would you say?
Would you tell about the abuse you suffered
When you were still a little girl?
And how it hurts and makes you feel dirty
Just remembering destroys you, how it hurts!
You don't know if you kill yourself or kill that guy
Who makes you get up and shower every dawn
To clean all the evil he did
That he made you feel
If I could talk to Jesus, I would scream out loud
Take this anger away from me!

Free me from the trauma
Free me from the anger
Free me from the grudge
Free me from the hatred
(And from everything that is bad)

If I could talk to Jesus, what would I say?
I would say that the top of the top of the top is not as I imagined
That the rides, the girls, the late-night parties
The freebies, the fame I achieved never satisfied me!
I feel lonely now, surrounded by many
More than before, when by my side there were only a few
(A few more truly)
Even though I'm famous and hyped and called tough
If I stop doing what I do, there won't be anyone left by my side

If I could talk to Jesus, what would I say?
Without thinking twice, I can guarantee I would ask for forgiveness
For making my family suffer on visiting days
And making the family I created cry, and return from the grave

If I could talk to Jesus, I would say: I'm fake
The smile in every post is just makeup for the sick soul
If I could talk to Jesus, I would say my life is a fraud
I can only smile when someone praises me or when they like
(And when they applaud)

If I could talk to Jesus, I would say free me from Crack
I'm living on the street and everything I had the drug took
People are disgusted by me, my daughter is disgusted by me
My granddaughter is disgusted by me and doesn't even want to meet her grandfather

If I could talk to Jesus, do you know what I would say?
I'm tired, exhausted, a slave to pornography (please free me)
What I want I don't do, it's the opposite of what I do
Every passing day this burden seems heavier

If I could talk to Jesus, I would talk about the envy I feel
I would talk about the hatred I feel, I would talk about how I lie

If I could talk to Jesus, I would say that I'm dominated
The bar calls me, the cachaça speaks louder, I'm enslaved

If I could talk to Jesus, who said I can't?
Who said He is yours? Who said He is not ours?
Did He come for whom? For the sick or the sane?
Since He came for everyone, it's time to open my heart!

If I could?
If I could talk to Jesus!
Do you know what I would say?
My trust is in You
My trust is in You
But I can talk to Jesus, and I know He will listen to me
He will!
I know He will listen to me