Disappear

Is it easy?
When you leave me all alone
Is it easy?
To just vanish
And are you sorry that you were lying all along?
Is it easy to not be here?

The voice that vanished
Keeps echoing, heavy and overlapping

It's my fault I can't reach you
When you're just a few feet away
It's my fault that I need you and I want you to stay
'Cause I tried my best to fix you
I tried to make you see
That I can disappear from you
But you can't disappear from me

I can't go back
And that's killing me inside
Can't return to that place
'Cause I can't change you
You won't listen this time
They're gonna leave you
Like I did

'Cause I miss how it feels
Was it all even real?
And if I fall, will we go back again?

It's my fault I can't reach you
When you're just a few feet away
It's my fault that I need you and I want you to stay
'Cause I tried my best to fix you
I tried to make you see
That I can disappear from you
But you can't disappear from me

I wanted to believe
I wanted to believe
That all the wonderful things you gave me meant something
It's my carelessness
This pain in my chest
'Cause I wanted to see that
Somehow you could change

It's my fault I can't reach you
When you're just a few feet away
It's my fault that I need you and I want you to stay
'Cause I tried my best to fix you
I tried to make you see
That I can disappear from you
But you can't disappear from me

It's my fault
I love you but you're miles away
It's my fault that I need you and I want you to stay
'Cause I tried my best to fix you
I tried to make you see
That I can disappear from you
But you can't disappear from me