Beleza Eterna

I sometimes wonder
How everything got to this point
It's all so much
I'm gonna end up dying at the hands of a cell phone

From the computer, the machine
That has a different speed
My city
F***s thinking about climax, pays to see the end

Of the distress and anguish
Of having to live life forever
What eternal life
Of getting tired of your own face and not being able to rest

And no one can feel
Exactly how another feels
Even if they try
But what music exists to be able to imagine

To see that the fear of change
And conflict are quite similar
After and before
When the shock confuses you and you want to go back

When the darkness is too big
And suffocating from the unknown
And I can't
There's no horizon, I don't even know how to explain

And wanting to be happy
But actually being happy doesn't exist
I was, I've been
But maybe I can learn to be happy, to move on

Feeling everything so guarded
And controlled to move forward
It's so sick
The urge to cry, to give up, to collapse

How many things we invent to do
To be successful
It's so empty
The meaning isn't always hidden at the end

But that life is never short
Compared to all the beauty it holds
Infinite life
The eternal beauty that sometimes can be seen

Because if time moves forward
And everything I tried to keep with me
Was destroyed
Even what remained the same, stayed the same in another place

If problems come and go
I want to see them with simplicity
Sincerity
If appearance speaks loudly, let the truth speak louder

May the weight of age and money
Not kill the beauty
And the fun
Nor my sparkle in my eyes to grow and create