Fases

I think time has passed for us
Something was left behind
And looking forward is in vain
Can't see so deeply and closely

Those who don't see try to fight, control
Suffer from imagining the worst
Maybe it's not worth getting tired and fighting
After all

Phases, phases are passing
I can't fight against it anymore
Fears, fears also pass
I never stopped facing them

I carry marks from the path
Lost the innocence of childhood
I treat the marks with care
They are already part of me

I destroyed my old self, for myself
Buried God in the backyard in the garden
Killed my mother, my father
Forgave myself, we all continue alive

Indeed a cycle closed again
We saw that the burden was heavy, believe me
The world had to slow down
To look inside

I stop, leave, withdraw
I hang out with myself
I no longer try, no longer speak
Just exist and let it pass

I clean out the closet
Abandon my characters
Almost dream of my future
But I wait for the time to come