El Perdedor (feat. Dharius)

Sitting on the corner couch, smoking a blunt
Thinking about what the hell to write for this song
Looking at the ceiling, I still feel unsatisfied
It's the first night you're not on my chest

In fact, I've thought about leaving with my buddies
But nothing compares to seeing your face here in my bed
And no, I don't want to dwell on drama
But if I'm not with you, I feel like my flame is extinguished

I don't want to lose you, I want you to be by my side
But how can I make you see all the suffering you cause me?
I have a bunch of girls, I don't struggle to get them
But with none of them do I feel what you make me feel

I can't concentrate, I don't know what to write about anymore
Thinking if you'll come back, I think it's better this way
Maybe you're not meant for me
But you know there will always be a place for you in my bed

Uoh, oh, ooh
Today I realize it's true
There's no happy ending in love

Uoh, oh, ooh
I'm very bad, life is not the same without you
I feel full of pain

I accept that I'm a loser
An addict, a criminal, you wanted something better
But what can I do? All that's left is pain
I who wasn't good at these things of love

Tomorrow marks a month, a week since you left
Time passes slowly, everything is gray and sad
Nothing makes sense, I prefer to keep sleeping
And stop thinking and searching for the reason

And I forget that I always ended up losing with you
And no matter how much I want to be calm, I can't achieve it here
You took everything, everything except the memories
And those memories are now my punishment

Sitting on the corner couch, smoking a blunt
Thinking about what the hell to write for this song
Looking at the ceiling, I still feel unsatisfied
You won't come back and that's a fact

Uoh, oh, ooh
Today I realize it's true
There's no happy ending in love

Uoh, oh, ooh
I'm very bad, life is not the same without you
I feel full of pain

The pain you caused me can't be cured by any doctor
I thought of the worst drug in the world and, without a doubt, you're worse
I want it to stop, please, this pain inside me
You have no idea what love is about

Now my life, in black and white, there's no color around
I can't stop thinking that I made a big mistake
I tried to give you the best, you were always my drive
And you paid me with the worst currency in all its splendor

When I gave you my heart, it withered like a flower
We played this game for so long and I was always the loser
Our love story turned into a horror
One that's really scary and with a heartbreaking ending

Uoh, oh, ooh
Today I realize it's true
There's no happy ending in love

Uoh, oh, ooh
I'm very bad, life is not the same without you
I feel full of pain