Cuando Yo Te Perdi

Cuba, Germany, Mexico, Puerto Rico
Intense photo of things I never told you
Old photo of spilled tears
Dirty bandage of blood that's already healed

This time I’m wiping it all away little by little
Covering memories with concrete
I hide it, a tear slips out
Inside an abortion of answers

And look helplessly at your son, a fool
A piece of shit, heartless but rich
Do I really prefer a wounded son
Honest even if they steal what’s his?

My last memory is the voice that comforts me
You who used to hug me before another restless sleep
I didn’t understand, I didn’t understand, I couldn’t breathe
That intense and sickly love

When I lost you
I wasn’t even half of your age
I lost you
I was searching for myself in the tiny pieces
There were so few drops of happiness
I don’t remember anything the next day
From South America, or in Madrid or Argentina
With a broken soul and so lost

And I swore to myself
"If I fall in love, it’ll be with you
If I fall in love
If I fall in love, it’ll be with you
With you, with you"

And tonight I’m going out, going out, I hate it
I always use stupid excuses
I erase my memories, I don’t remember them anymore
What’s the warmth of your hugs?

My head hurts, it weighs me down, it stresses me out
I don’t remember the damn caresses
And you disappear, looking silently
At the blows I took that broke me

The last memory of a "I love you too much"
Smells like fresh ink on the pages of a diary
I’ve dreamed of you, I’ve waited for you, I’ve adored you more
Today I just want to die all alone

When I lost you
I wasn’t even half of your age
I lost you
I was searching for myself in the tiny pieces
There were so few drops of happiness
I don’t remember anything the next day
From South America, or in Madrid or Argentina
With a broken soul and so lost

And I swore to myself
"If I fall in love, it’ll be with you
If I fall in love
If I fall in love, it’ll be with you
With you, with you"

It’ll be from an abandoned dog
A crazy unfortunate guy
Who always talked about us
Now it’ll finally be a distant past
Concealed, unknown

When I lost you
I wasn’t even half of your age
I lost you
In the most abandoned place of God

I swore to myself
"If I fall in love, it’ll be with you
If I fall in love
If I fall in love, it’ll be with you
With you, with you"