Angscht

Fear
Above all, I'm afraid
That something breaks that will never be fixed
Not with glue, not with time
Above all, I'm afraid
Above all, I'm afraid

Take a walk with my ego
Suddenly find a bit more
It has hidden itself from the child
Who plays hide and seek in me

I drift on without reason
Trying to find myself hour by hour
The week rushes by
Year's end in the abyss of thoughts

Fear
Above all, I'm afraid
That I will never truly find myself
And if I'm here, I'm blind
Above all, I'm afraid

Above all, I'm afraid
That something breaks that will never be fixed
Not with glue, not with time but
Above all, I'm afraid
Above all, I'm afraid

The images of that fool
I in those hundred beautiful heads
Of all the people who may hear me
But don't say what I want

I have never met myself
And because of that belief and description
That people give in to me
Otherwise, I wouldn't even be me
And I'm afraid

Above all, I'm afraid
That something breaks that will never be fixed
Not with glue, not with time but
Above all, I'm afraid

Above all, I'm afraid
That I will never truly find myself
And if I'm here, I'm blind
But above all, I'm afraid
Above all, I'm afraid

I have never judged myself
And yet I stand speechless here
And look at all the fallen forests

And I can't bring myself to move in this
Perfect flower arrangement
Where else could a little sprout
That resists me grow

Fear
Above all, I'm afraid
That something breaks that will never be fixed
Not with glue, not with time but
Above all, I'm afraid

Above all, I'm afraid
That I will never truly find myself
And if I'm here, I'm blind but
Above all, I'm afraid