Fukanzen Monologue
Tomohisa Sako
Incomplete Monologue
I saw your eyes swaying like a faint glass bead
The reflection of myself in them looked strangely empty and lonely
This feeling of wanting to fill myself with you is new
You taught me everything, even the me I didn't know
No matter who whispers what
As long as we have our secret sign
There's nothing to be afraid of
I don't want anything else, just to hold onto this hand
Surely that one scene where I gazed at you, I realized
The story until today is all a monologue for us to meet
The emotions you gave me to fill my emptiness that I was searching for
If they overlap, see, the curtain rises
Any tragedy, any disaster, we have our own ending
If the ending that makes you sad, I'll rewrite that rogue
If it's to protect what I want, I'll even become a demon
I want to know the you that you don't know, I'll cherish and expose it
Until we gently blend together
Even if I don't understand myself anymore, being swept away is boring
I don't mind being tossed around by the pride I bit into
Is this really okay?
If it means hurting someday
I want to believe in you more than myself
Even if the masses sway and beckon
Only the words you give me
Are the absolute truth of this world
I don't want anything else, I won't waver
Even if I expose everything, I still can't be honest
Because I'm scared of having my feelings seen through
But I'm drawn to you, dancing on the palm of your hand
Laugh at pitiful me
Any ideal, any scene, if it becomes real, it's transparent
But when I think of you, I can open the key I couldn't find
The shadows of unknown days, each of your fingertips
Burn me to the point of scorching, even the you that you hate
My treasure
It's okay if no one else knows, the ending we desire
If the ending that makes you sad, I'll rewrite that rogue
If it's to protect what I want, I'll even become a demon
I want to know the you that you don't know, I'll cherish and expose it
Until we become one