Anti-herói (feat. Zombie Johnson)

Welcome to the side of the soldiers
Where there's no one here but you
You trusted society too much
Deposited too much hope
In those damn books with hero journeys
Things are ugly here, brother
But you don't even care anymore
Nobody cares after all
Fight
Until the sacred breath
Received once in your genesis
Is sucked by the sweet song of death

It's curious, you made me get used to your absence
Ambitious, I seek answers since adolescence
Answers no one gave, only caused me pain
So I sought them all alone and now I've become a teacher
I never wanted to be known
But I worked so hard that I ended up recognized
And today I'm determined to avenge all my pain
And there's no greater revenge than becoming a winner
I sacrificed so much of my sleep that I became a nightmare
Even to my own demons
I faced my fears, fought all my traumas
I realized that my tattoos don't cover the scars of the soul
Calm down, they ask me to slow down
Life is one and I only learned to speed up
I won't stop, and woe to you if you consider
If you cross my path, I'll run you over

And on this ladder of blood I learned
More than in the books schools of life
My traumas that helped me climb
Each trench became a friend
On this journey I gave everything of myself
From the legions we are kings like Midas
From the mud I came diamond and I know that
I was shaped in the flow of guerrilla

My mind is a pandemonium
Sometimes I look in the mirror
And face my own demon
So close it and don't test me
Because I've visited way more funerals than parties
I'm tired of talking, but you don't learn
It's impossible to defeat someone who never surrenders
My smile was stolen
With every young friend taken by life
Brother, your departure took my peace
But for this world, for this life you were too good
Verses to honor memory
They want to gossip, we want to make history
You want to see me bad, I've noticed I know
But even at my worst, I'm better than you
And unfortunately I realized that if heaven and hell exist, my hell is here