Beyond Birthday

Too Yugan's song 'Beyond Birthday' delves into the profound and often overwhelming emotions associated with mental exhaustion and existential despair. The lyrics paint a vivid picture of a mind clouded by confusion and fatigue, where the natural order of things seems disrupted. The recurring imagery of a gray sky and relentless rain symbolizes a pervasive sense of gloom and hopelessness, setting the tone for the entire song.

The song's narrative is steeped in silence, a silence that paradoxically screams and cries, reflecting the internal turmoil of the protagonist. This silence represents the unspoken pain and the mental battles that are often fought alone. The lines 'No escucho mi voz al gritar, todo en silencio' and 'Un silencio que llora cuando quiero morir' highlight the protagonist's struggle to be heard and understood, emphasizing the isolation that often accompanies mental health struggles. The mention of 'mentes nubladas' (clouded minds) and 'mentes cansadas' (tired minds) further underscores the theme of mental fatigue and the overwhelming nature of unresolved questions and internal storms.

The song also touches on the fleeting nature of peace, likened to a lightning bolt that disappears as quickly as it appears. This fleeting peace is contrasted with the protagonist's constant state of contradiction and addiction, leading to a sense of non-existence and insignificance. The plea for help towards the end of the song, 'Soy la parte visible del silencio, de la pena y del dolor, y necesito ayuda,' is a poignant reminder of the importance of seeking support in times of mental distress. The final lines, where the moon refuses to hide and the sun should not have risen, encapsulate the protagonist's desire for an end to their suffering, a longing for a reprieve from the relentless cycle of pain and silence.