Beyond Birthday

(From tired minds)
The dawn should not have come, the sky turned gray
And it started to rain

All in silence
Tears, from clouded minds, tired minds
(A silence that screams when I want to sleep)
From so many mysteries

(A silence that cries when I want to die)
From so many storms
(When I want to die)
And peace, leaves like lightning

I'm filled with contradictions, with addictions
I don't exist
I feel like I don't exist
I am nothing

I don't hear my voice when I scream, all in silence
A silence that screams and I want to sleep
A silence that cries when I want to die
All in silence

I just want the rain to stop
All in silence, clouded minds
I am the visible part of silence, of sorrow and pain
And I need help

Today is another clouded mind
Where the Moon didn't want to hide
And the Sun
The dawn should not have come