No Puedo

I can't kiss you
I can't look at you
I can't find you
I feel so alone, I want to go out and find you

I can't kiss you
I can't look at you
I can't find you
I feel so alone, I want to go out and find you

My heart hurts so much, it's broken
I feel something deep inside my chest
I don't understand what I did wrong, I feel so broken inside
Since you’re not with me, I just don’t feel satisfied

That's why I’m taking this chance to say
You have no idea how I feel inside, I want to die
I can still feel your body before I sleep
You were the best I ever had, thanks for existing

Thanks for so much, sorry for so little
It's way too late
And talking to you, well, that’s not happening either
I don’t know if it’s the booze or if I’m going crazy
I think I can see you, and sometimes I even touch you

What bad luck to have you and then lose you
No matter how tough I act
You’re never coming back
From this bad dream, I want someone to wake me up
I want to see you again
But that just can’t be

I can't kiss you
I can't look at you
I can't find you
I feel so alone, I want to go out and find you

I can't kiss you
I can't look at you
I can't find you
I feel so alone, I want to go out and find you

I feel so alone, only the pain keeps me company
It tells me it’s my fault, I accept it, and it hurts me
I think of you at night, I think of you in the morning
My life isn’t complete, I have no motivation

The truth hurts and it affects me a lot
I want to go back to the good old days
Sorry for being so insignificant
I can’t see your diamond-colored eyes (oh, no)

I know I messed up and I shouldn’t have
I’ve drunk so much to forget you
But I can’t, I just can’t do it
I’m the one to blame for you not being here
Because I was the one who always messed things up
I felt you were so secure, I never thought it would end

It feels so unreal
I still can’t accept it
I should have made better use of our time and not wasted it
Your place is right here inside, and no one else can take it
I’ll remember you forever, and that’s for sure

I can't kiss you
I can't look at you
I can't find you
I feel so alone, I want to go out and find you

I can't kiss you
I can't look at you
I can't find you
I feel so alone, I want to go out and find you