Anestesia

I want to breathe the deep mania
Of numbing the cruel sense
That dominates pleasure

Weakness is a thousand nails
Stuck in my palate
Making this orbital insomnia more bitter

I see desperation
Dripping tears of alcohol in my hands
You the poison, me the exhaustion

I will vanish in the end
Where God makes moons for those who know how to suffer
And survive... even after dying

I want to endure a second of crying
To cover up my fleeting smile
Your total spite

Prisoners of pain
Veins inflame
I fall to the ground
Trembling with fear
And my eyelids in a coma

Swallow me, sink me,
There's a knot in my throat
Drink me, lay me down, calm me...

Slowly turning inside out
Hedonistic is the nectar of my heaviness
Silence and I, contemplating each other

"Sleeping beauty, liquid, alcoholic
Burning placebo, sentimental smoke

Anesthesia, anesthesia
Sleep the damages so they don't touch anything
Anesthetize my soul,
Just let my mind sleep
And let the almost extinct heart
Feel nothing anymore

Now dry my tears
Make me insensitive again
The exact premonition
That leaves its touch..."

Anesthetize me...anesthetize my skin...
And let it not touch anything
Anesthetize my mind,
Just let my skin sleep
And may the lake where death sleeps not exist...

Anesthesia.. anesthetize me...
So nothing touches...

Anesthetize me.!