Desilusionado de un angel

I met you and there is no remedy
And my eyes have been dazzled
Your gaze has conquered me
And my heart awakened
Your words have been shot
An arrow has condemned me
I am in love with you
I come kneeling in silence
It's hard to talk to you
Your presence is the strangest thing
Because finally it's forbidden
I will never be with you

May time not wait for me this time
I can't explain it, I don't know
It was a way to escape
Disillusioned I find myself
Because you will never be with me
Because you will never know that I love you
My life has disappointed me
But the wind heals that
That will take away in the autumn
Your smile and the withered leaves

I missed the opportunity
To be with you someday
But it's just not my destiny
And your heart is elusive to me
I feel like I've wasted time
That I've cried in vain for this pain

It kills me, it destroys me
It makes my heart feel bad