Gracias Mamá

(Spoken)
Hello mom
Today I heard your voice for the first time
And I kicked your belly with my feet
I've never seen your face
But I know it's like your voice
Clean and clear
A stream of light and hope

Thank you mom
To you and the sky for letting me live
Here in your womb
And then to be born and love you outside as I love you inside

You know mom
Today I heard you again
Arguing with someone with a hoarse voice and then crying for me
Saying that I
Would be a burden for both of you

How are you mom
Here I am again
I heard you arguing with him again but without crying
And I start to think
That you both agree and I won't be born

Maybe mom
You have your reasons
You know about these things, you have lived and I haven't
I won't be a bother
I swear mom
I'll love you both equally

I believe mom
I believe in God and in you
But I felt a prick
It hurt and I know in the end
I won't be a burden anymore
I won't see you
Bathed in blood, I know I'll go

Goodbye mom
I'll pray for you
From here I forgive you even though I never saw you
I'm leaving mom
The blood floods me...
I know I won't be able to talk to you anymore, anymore, anymore...