終点の先が在るとするならば。(If There Was An Endpoint)

But I eat and scream as the rain falls
Hey listen

If there was an endpoint
And I could make a wish
I would come down to this world once more
And start over from the beginning
If there really isn't an endpoint
I will continue like this
Shedding tears endlessly
Regretting my hastiness
Please hold the me who rushed
And then leave

In the warm flower garden
Bathing in the beautiful river water
At night, the stars are close
But there's no one around

I certainly wished for it
Is that right?
Why did the me alive
Think of wanting to die?
Hey listen

If there was an endpoint
I'm just crying for attention
Because until I got on that bus
I really wanted to disappear, it's not a lie
If there really isn't an endpoint
I will continue like this
Moistening the scars where tears disappeared
With the glue of regret
Please rewind the me who rushed
And then leave

Even if I wished for love in a lifetime where I wanted to disappear
Even if I wished for warmth in a lifetime where I wanted to disappear
Hey listen

If there was an endpoint
Won't you save me?
There's no guarantee that I won't say
I want to disappear anymore
But even if I take the bus and run away
There won't be a solution
I want you to accept my tears
Because I regret
I don't want you to become like the me who rushed
If there was an endpoint
Then take it and leave