Compared Child

TUYU's song "Compared Child" delves deep into the emotional turmoil of constantly being compared to others. The lyrics paint a vivid picture of a person who is acutely aware of their perceived shortcomings, especially when measured against someone else. The repeated phrase "くらべられっこ" (compared child) underscores the persistent nature of these comparisons, which have become an inescapable part of the protagonist's life. This constant comparison leads to feelings of inadequacy and pain, as highlighted by the line "ひだりがわがいたいからこまるのよ" (my left side hurts, so it's troubling). The physical manifestation of emotional pain is a powerful metaphor for the deep-seated impact of these comparisons.

The song also explores the protagonist's struggle with self-acceptance and the desire to be left alone. Despite their efforts to fit in and succeed, they often find themselves failing and getting hurt, both physically and emotionally. The lines "どのせんたくしをえらぼうと しっぱいのほうがおおくって またけがしちゃった" (no matter which option I choose, I end up failing more often and getting hurt again) reflect this ongoing battle. The protagonist's plea to be left alone, "わたしをほっといて" (leave me alone), is a cry for respite from the relentless comparisons and judgments.

Towards the end of the song, there is a glimmer of hope and self-realization. The protagonist acknowledges their existence and the fact that they are still living despite not achieving significant results. The line "それでもいきてるよ" (still, I'm living) is a testament to their resilience. The song concludes with a poignant moment of self-love and acceptance, as the protagonist remembers their true feelings and embraces themselves, "ほんとうはだいすきだって いきをとめていたきみをだきしめて" (I really love you, I embrace the you who held your breath). This final act of self-compassion is a powerful message about the importance of self-acceptance in the face of external pressures and comparisons.