Compared Child

Being compared, being compared
I've known for a long time
I know I'm not as good as that kid without being told
So don't compare me, no, don't compare me, just leave me alone
It's troublesome to be on the left side
I've been feeling somewhat lost, but I've been growing

A, B, C, D, E, F, G
No matter which team I choose
There are more failures than successes
I've hurt myself again

It hurts, it hurts so much
Even thinking it's meaningless, passing through my mind
I start crying without realizing it
How easy it would be if I could stop
I want to be abandoned

Being compared, being compared
I've known for a long time
It's destiny to have important things belittled
So I gave up, I've given up, just leave me alone
But it's strange that it appears in my dreams

Just a little bit, just a little bit
I faced it as it is

B, B, A, and F, G, Y
No matter which team I join
It seems like failures stand out more
I've messed up

Being scared of being scared
If I think it's scary, my body won't move at all
Even the things I like become dull
The girl next to me was shining brightly
It's too dazzling

Being compared, being compared
But I'm still living
Even though I can't produce any significant results, I'm shamelessly living
So leave me alone, breathing heavily and shutting my mouth
And then it's the end of pretending

Mixing in with the parallel lines, look, everything is fading away
It's pointless

Being compared, being compared
I've known for a long time
I know that I won't be rewarded until the end
So don't mind me, don't bother me, just leave me alone
I wanted to know from the beginning
I've come to hate it

Being compared, being compared
It's talking to me
Everything around me fades away and I decide on my own
So remember, don't forget, I really love you
Stopping my breath, embracing you
The two of us holding hands