Under Kids

It's the worst, it's the lowest
It's all your fault
Even though we never asked to be born
It would've been easier if we weren't here from the start
But still
It's all your fault
We have no place to belong
These are our days of rebellion

We don't know the right answer for love
But if we're having fun now, that's okay, right?

There's no connection in the front of this town
I found out from a blurry news video
That unfortunate kids like me
Are living here
With pocket money that can't make us cry
Buying school uniforms
With a reasonable amount of drugs and a sharp blade
Once we pack them in our backpacks
It's time to go

If you obsess over your dreams
The more you'll be eaten alive
I have to earn my keep today too
I'm a bargain, so come closer
Even if you find me
You, you
Won't even look me in the eye
But you already know everything

Because you see
The number of scars keeps increasing
Just carving away today and tomorrow
My body and soul are torn to shreds
But since I'm alive
Anyone will do, any lie will do, just acknowledge me
Because it's my last escape
I don't care if it's a dream
Let's hold hands

We don't know the true nature of love
But if we're having fun now, that's okay, right?

Because you see
My remaining time keeps decreasing
How long until I win?
How long can I keep living in this town?
The flow of time is strange, that kid is no longer here
It's my last escape
If I fall any further
I might say goodbye to this world

It's the worst, it's the lowest
It's all your fault
I won't forgive you until I die, stop calling me
It would've been easier if we could choose from the start
But still
It's all your fault
We have no place to belong
These are our days of rebellion

But still
Even if we deceive ourselves with numbers
This heart that can't be born
Is now screaming for a love it has never felt
Can we not find happiness in this town?
The outside world is scary
We're only allowed here
Oh, we're cornered

That's how we'll live our whole lives
Breathing heavily
Oh, it's despair, it's disappointment
We're throwing away hope
For a body without wings like this
Hell suits us just fine
The sound of someone's laughter hurts my ears
Enjoy your punishment now
Because this country will end in the future
Just appear now
Let's perish soon in the near future