September

Good morning, hello, good night
How are you feeling in September?
Are you going to school properly?
Honestly, I thought school was a damn pain
To you who doesn't want to go to school tomorrow
It's okay, being an adult is fun

Hey, to my past self
Why did you feel so miserable and wanted to run away?
Even the strong-willed kids and teachers
I liked them all
But it was tough

I always wanted to be the one with a pretty attitude
I never even said the word 'hate'
Even though no one knew, it was different
Deep down, I actually hated myself the most

How are you feeling in September?
Being an adult is damn hard
For the sake of education and the future
Words of justice
For me, who couldn't see my future self
It felt like walls were being built

Still, towards the sparkling world
I had a dream. What a dilemma
Rather than wanting to escape a rock bottom life
I wanted to shine, that's what I thought

Then, one by one, I stopped
Following behind someone
Bending my feelings just to be liked by others
Being sensitive to malice, if you endure
No one has to suffer
I'm like that
I wonder if I can't be happy
Can I become happy?

Pretending to like the trendy light blue
I actually liked pink
I couldn't become a pretty rabbit like everyone else
In the slow and steady pace of a turtle
Those are the words of my future

Good morning, hello, good night
How are you feeling in September?
Are you going to school properly?
Honestly
I thought school was a damn pain
To you who doesn't want to go to school tomorrow
It's okay, being an adult is fun