ヒトサマアレルギー (People Allergy)

Pain, pain, pain
It just won't stop
Throb, throb
All this and that, which one?
I can't see any of it
Twist, twist
It's all warped

No one, no one, no one
Can be trusted
Self-centered
Here, there, anywhere
It feels like it's everywhere
Tragedy, muddy
Overflowing

I'm scared of people
So I shut myself in
If it's just a superficial
Friendship, I don't need it
I don't want it, no way

With a bright red lie
I’m laughed at, betrayed
The pain that’s soaked into my chest
Just won’t go away
Even with a heart
That’s torn and frayed
Today, one more time, two more times
I end up getting hurt

No one, no one, no one
Can rely on me
Tears fall down
Here, there, anywhere
It feels like it’s everywhere
Ideal, desire
I’m searching for

I hate people
But really, I just
Hate myself the most
More than anything else
I hate it, hate it

With a bright red lie
My heart’s tied down
The pain that’s stuck to my chest
Just won’t go away
With a heart
That’s rotting away
Tightly closed up
Someone, please teach me
How to live well

Clinging to the collar
I want to close my eyes and run away
Even the sign for help
Is left behind, drifting off

That bright red lie
Is scary and suffocating
Here, there’s a gaping
Wound that I scratch at
With a heart
That’s stained red
Tightly closed up
Please, teach me
How to die well

The pain just won’t go away.