Clematis

Dyeing this arm in purple
Into you who approached
Gaps in a deteriorating heart
But it's not a lie, 'believe me'

If it's a wish, let's lick even your feet
Take my hand and kneel
Any words or attitude
As you please

Pity, a wall offered as if confused
Why not doubt
Embrace me gently without knowing me
Won't you speak of love?

I wish I hadn't fallen for you
Even if criticized by anyone
Just breathing by your side
Would be enough

If it's going to hurt
Let it be engraved deeper
That love
Turn it into hatred

Draped in various desires
Ignoring you half-hidden
The scenery I gazed at
Will eventually blur and rot

Eyes waiting for dusk grow accustomed
Bound by that bait
I will make flowers
That suit you bloom

Not even blaming sadness, betrayal
Why say nothing
If you had seen through, understood, and mocked
You should just cry and let go of now

I wish I hadn't started to hate you
Even if it's cruel and painful
Born without hurting my parents
How much could I have taken away?

If I can show you
Let me touch you closer
That love
Will turn into something real

I'm glad I fell for you
Even if criticized by anyone
At least with these feelings
I want to disappear somewhere far away

If I'm going to leave scars
Let them be engraved deeper
I'll remember
That love