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The door's shut, and I'm wasted
I’m swaying and yelling in the hall
Completely broken, you’re crying by the door,
Staring blankly into space.

Once more, I want to fuck you,
Just like we did at the start
We’re sick and we won’t get better,
But I can’t right now… take another path.

I’ll lie one more time, giving you my all,
But we both know it’s not
Any chance to fix it, something that’ll mend
A soup that’s been spoiled for a while.

Let me fuck you one more time
To be in you, cowardly and mute
We’re sick and we won’t get better,
But I can’t right now… take another path.

A stranger once told me I’m lucky
If I love at least once in my life instead of wandering
Through dozens of pointless beds...

Paralyzed, thinking I might just be a body without meaning,
An unfinished soul, I beg you to open up, help me
Forget.

Open up, just once!
One last time!

Let me stay in you,
To cry when it hits us,
To scream that we won’t be anymore.

With my mind in pain
With my body in pleasure
Lepers soothed by an orgasm.

Just once more to fuck you
To be in you, cowardly and mute
The victim-bully syndrome
I’d like to know who I am...