Perto

I've been trying to understand
Trying to find the reason for this pain that freaks me out
Trying to make out a plan
See if this heartache inspires me, and this is why I ain't singing
I haven't thought much about the longing, but it’s so much
I don't spend time thinking about time, 'cause it doesn't help
Yeah I've been chasing that bag
But that cash doesn't shorten the distance
So I feel like I'm losing instead
When I grow up, give me back my childhood
It's more of a state, not really a phase
Honestly, I don't know how I've been
But boy, I've been through worse
These days, I just keep going, as long as I feel the worth
Give me reasons for the bad vibes they send my way
They don't see that I planted a seed where I barely reaped
I don't want fruits, I just want peace
These motherfuckers wanna see me out of gas
I hold no grudges, I left that behind
Loneliness made me someone else
On God
That Prada ain't easing the pain
I swear I forgot
That this weed ain't calming my brain
I swear the noise is driving me insane
I’m not fighting for this, got nothing to gain
I felt all the love, I felt all the shame
I climbed a bit, but fell out again

Let me feel the love
Let me feel it again
There are days I feel guilty
Sorry for the days I feel so little
Let me feel the urge to go back
To those old times feeling the sea breeze
If I want love, I'ma show love
Probably 'cause I've been worse
If you say go, I'ma go girl
Show me there's still sweetness
It's still twelve and there's still twelve for us
The distance makes me remember how much I love your voice
Up close
Baby, even from afar, you’re the one
And I can't believe it, you’re the one
And I lose track of time when I have you close
Lovely, you know I like living life lowkey
Used to be lonely, so I want more life for my homies
I appreciate it when you calm me
It seems like peace knocked on my door, and I think it’s time to open it
So open the door
Show me that fire while I take off your clothes
With you looking so fine, I swear it's hard to stay focused

You drive me crazy, so I focus on you and
If I want love, I'ma show love
Probably 'cause I've been worse
If you say go, I'ma go girl
Show me there's still sweetness
It's still twelve and there's still twelve for us
The distance makes me remember how much I love your voice
Up close
Baby, even from afar, you’re the one
And I can't believe it, you’re the one
And I lose track of time when I have you close.