IMITATION BLACK

Twisted daily life, forbidden love
A heart full of lies
An imperfect love painted black
In a pitch-black world

I’ve wanted to tell you for so long
Just one word, yet
If this overwhelming urge
Is going to break me down

Loving and being loved, it drives me crazy
Sweet, hot kisses are
Imitation
Numbed senses, fading consciousness
Overflowing feelings and truth
Painted over in black

The sinking moon overlaps with clouds
As if to hide the shadows
We can’t go back now
Let’s just disappear together like this

I believed that one day we’d be together
But I let go of your hand
If it’s a love without my true self
Then I might as well break it

I want you to hold me tight and strong
The warmth of our bodies intertwined is
Imitation
The sun shines down, making me uneasy
I can’t see you anymore
Please teach me the answer?

Breaking down common sense and morals
I’m the only one who should be punished
The last words you said
I hold them close

Every day, I think of you
The feeling of your shoulder I held
Before it melts away and I start to cry
I’ll come to see you

Embraced by a swaying illusion
The words I said to you are
Imitation
Cold skin with indelible scars
All memories, everything, sinking into black
Falling down

Loving and being loved, it drives me crazy
Sweet, hot kisses are
Imitation
Numbed senses, fading consciousness
Overflowing feelings and truth
Painted over in black