Cuanta Decepción

I count stars before sleeping
So as not to go crazy
With my gaze fixed on this ceiling
That cracks above me

So much disappointment, I gave everything for nothing

Idiot, for giving you every corner of my body
For taking you to know its nooks
I made you a map pointing out where to hurt

My silence to your lie
Makes me more like you

I try to remove the ink from
Your initials on my skin
I want to write you a note
Saying I will never return

I can't think of anything
I can't think of anything else
I feel pressure in my head
I'm about to explode

So much disappointment, I gave everything for nothing

Idiot, for giving you every corner of my body
For taking you to know its nooks
I made you a map pointing out where to hurt

Idiot, so idiotic that even now I don't understand it
How I'm still hooked on your kisses
Preferring not to tell you that I saw you

My silence to your lie
Makes me more like you
On this side of life there is nothing
There is nothing here
No excuses that matter
Because this is the end

Idiot, for giving you every corner of my body
For taking you to know its nooks
I made you a map pointing out where to hurt

Idiot, so idiotic that even now I don't understand it
How I'm still hooked on your kisses
Preferring not to tell you that I saw you

My silence to your lie
Makes me more like you