Mort/Fine

I saw you everywhere, I imagined you all the time
I remembered your kisses that smelled like fields
I had your scent as the only sleeping pill
A kind of mist to make my sleep accelerate

Listen to them talk, the others
They will tell you that it will get better
Because according to all these apostles
The sky always turns blue again

I saw the clouds pass by
Without being able to control the wind
I would have put them all in a cage
In grandma's closet

But you know, I didn't ask for anything
I just wanted to be left alone
But sooner or later, it comes back
And you know how it feels

You were present in all my movements
There was this thing in me to push me off the roof
Too many lost years, too much wasted time
People I haven't seen, just for your beauty

You had this smile that made me pale
And then your incessant speeches every day
I stopped fighting, it's over now
I've taken hits, this time I understood