Sentimientos Encontrados

What's the point of having you if I know you're leaving tomorrow?
And to see you later, wait for you a week
I like having you close, even though I know it hurts me
But even if I have you far away, I know you don't miss me

How do you dream of me if you're awake in my dreams?
Without having an alarm, you stay alert
You took my smile at the moment of crossing the door
There's no reason to smile if you're not close

I'm raised in the old ways, from the nineties
I do everything to love you and you don't even try
I ask if you love me and you don't answer, and it hurts to realize
That as the saying goes: She who thinks too much invents

You leave and my desire to hold you reaches you
Pretend you don't see me and that I'm a ghost
I'd rather go smoke a cigarette lying in bed
That before getting tired for you, I'll rest my soul

If you care, please be honest with me
I want to make you fall in love and I don't understand how
To go look for you, just sit and wait
That even if you go on a trip, I'll swim to the border

Or maybe I'll go walking and calming my fire
I think I'll cry the road until wetting the highway
The fruits are falling, spring is coming
And eat the forbidden fruit as long as you don't die

You're the woman I thought I'd never have
By leaving and turning your back, I could see I wasn't seeing
Far from you or close to you, doing what you didn't want
Think about moving forward, I'll still find you someday

And where are those who talk about drugs, sluts, and drinks?
Those who say they have respect and praise
I just rap without knowing how I do it
Rap stopped being made out of love since there was payment

Tell me what you're looking for, I don't understand you
I earn just enough, but if you want, I'll support you
To those who say that I no longer understand anything
I don't even know what I want anymore and I don't value what I have

Whose fault is it? Who doesn't raise their voice?
Maybe you have it, or maybe I do
But if third parties are unnecessary, why do you pray to God?
Remember we're a couple and the problem is between two

A hell of angels, paradise of demons
If you reject my love, it's a step towards hatred
Because I live happily I have to die, it's obvious
And don't ask who died, just attend my wake

Each person puts a few drops of love
It's beautiful to be in a relationship
But now I'm alone, no one valued my heart
Since I prefer loneliness to being your second choice

You say we're different, what's the issue?
Do your parents want money? Color, their biggest problem
It doesn't matter if the skin is white or brown
Because if the soul is pure, the flesh is still good

Why do they get involved? If it's between us
In the end, it doesn't hurt me, nobody loves me either
I'll leave and if I write to you, don't think I'm crazy
It's just that the best topics come from a broken heart

Maybe writing to you is nonsense
I challenge you not to write knowing what I felt
I won't write anymore out of pain or joy
I'll write to you because I found out it's the last day

But you're already gone and put an end to it
Are you happy now that I let you go?
Because everything I did was to see you
That's how I managed to endure what I felt

Don't you believe everything I just said?
You have to, I wouldn't like to lie
And I hope your projects come true with me
And I hope what I dreamed of just before sleeping comes true

It was so nice when we used to talk
I don't know why all this had to end
But everything that begins can have an end
I'll just sleep and dream, I don't want to wake up