Copa de Cristal

In a bar without reason to toast, I took the
Crystal cup in my hand, wrapped in my loneliness
Prisoner in misery, pretending a smile
Maybe to not cry

I thought about what I had and what I no longer have today
And will never return
Clutching onto memories, yearning for old times
Of such happiness

Those happy moments with beautiful nuances
That were left behind
I wish to go back to live them again
For all eternity

With a wounded heart, I ask my destiny
How much road is left to reach the end
Because this excruciating pain has split my chest
In two, I can't bear it anymore

The ghost of the past is now reflected in
My crystal cup
It's killing me inside, I have no feelings
Nor willpower

Wandering adrift, going from bar to bar
I haven't stopped drinking
Don't blame anyone, there's no one to blame
It was me who behaved badly