Annapurnas

Viva Belgrado's song 'Annapurnas' delves deep into the emotional struggles and existential reflections of the narrator. The title itself, 'Annapurnas,' refers to a section of the Himalayas, symbolizing immense challenges and insurmountable obstacles. This metaphor sets the stage for the song's exploration of personal battles, particularly the daily struggle to find happiness and meaning in life.

The lyrics poignantly question when happiness became a long-term project, highlighting the narrator's frustration and bitterness. The recurring theme of waking up alone and the pain of facing each new day underscores a profound sense of isolation and despair. The imagery of lifting the blinds and feeling the light's sting, coupled with the sight of ashes on the ground, paints a vivid picture of the narrator's bleak emotional landscape. This struggle is further emphasized by the fear of being alone and the futile attempts to find solace in others, only to end up using them as a means to forget past pains.

As the song progresses, the narrator reflects on the futility of pretending that life is worth living when they are not in the right frame of mind. The mention of 'Kashmir, velvet' evokes a sense of coldness and loss, while the desire to find shelter from one's own emotional storm speaks to the deep-seated need for comfort and stability. The internal conflict between wanting to see someone and wanting to forget them illustrates the complexity of human emotions and relationships. Ultimately, the song captures the essence of living in a state of perpetual defeat, where the struggle to overcome personal 'Annapurnas' becomes a daily battle.