Vicios

I have questions because I don't have answers
If it's so obvious, why is it so hard to understand?
Let me always repeat the same mistakes
Emotional exhibitionism as a career
And if I maintain some vices it's because they keep me alive
Because nothing interests me anymore, nothing impresses me
I can't find a drug that can save me anymore
Because it's not the same if you don't take them with me
If we knew how to take care of ourselves a little better
How to grasp the little light left in me
If nothing interests me anymore and I hurt the one I need the most
Wasn't there supposed to be a shiny podium for the winner?

And if I maintain some vices it's because they keep me alive

I live as I can with my contradictions
Who allows themselves sincerity without a reason?

Sorrow is sorrow, no matter who sings it
Love is love, even coming from an asshole
I'm a lonely guy, what do you want me to sing?
Always sucking on a dream that's out of my reach
Listening to memories in case I find a heartbeat
Always confusing laughter with howling because
Who allows themselves sincerity without a reason?