Rap Minha Insegurança (feat. Haruk)

I've been holding back the tears
And my desire to speak
I've been holding back all
This urge to scream

Saying it's not possible!
That all this distress has already taken over my life

I remember the stages of all your looks because
You introduced me
In such a beautiful way

I want to surrender
From the heart
But in my mind a voice answers that I am not capable

If I falter and face loneliness?
It would only prove that I am weak and I wouldn't try anymore

I live imprisoned by chains called insecurity
Hoping to be able to set myself free
That all my shyness
And this proud way of mine be enough to try

I don't expect you to change
I just wanted the strength to speak

I waited a while
To talk about myself
I became a blockage
My soul froze
I lived without love
Moments of pain
Insecure for not trusting who I am
I waited a while
To talk about myself
I became a blockage
My soul froze
I lived without love
Moments of pain
Insecure for not trusting who I am

The bell echoes in my ears
I recall memories I want to forget
Words that inhabit an infinite moment
Judge me for something I didn't even try to be

Lost in dreams doomed to a thousand decisions
Chains hold me and make me a slave to my own actions
And at nightfall, the monsters haunt me in my nightmares
Making me believe that the Sun no longer shines for me, that darkness awaits me
With the face of fear

Of this insecurity of mine
I wish I had the strength to set myself free

I waited a while
To talk about myself
I became a blockage
My soul froze
I lived without love
Moments of pain
Insecure for not trusting who I am
I waited a while
To talk about myself
I became a blockage
My soul froze
I lived without love
Moments of pain
Insecure for not trusting who I am

I know I can be a better person
That's why I'll fight until the last of us
I know I can be a better person
So I'll fight until the last of us
I know I can be a better person
That's why I'll fight until the last of us
I know I can be a better person
So I'll fight until the last of us

Let me introduce myself, my name is VMZ
If you made it this far, I need to thank you
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With you I feel strong because I'm not alone
So come aboard the ship where I'll be the captain!
Come on, this year is ours along with the crew

So if the meeting is scheduled for Monday, we'll see each other
Mark it on your calendar, VMZ day